Câu truyện về 1 phần làm thay đổi cuộc đời mình (bằng tiếng anh)

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I really like this girl. She's beautiful in her humanity but even more in her spirituality. She's the purest girl I've ever met in my life. I've talked to her before here and there but can't keep a conversation going due to the affects of my sexual immorality addiction. Insecurities, low concentration, weak body, defective eye lid, negative thoughts, make a shit ton of fake scenarios in my mind etc lol I know she's talking to another guy as friends and she already developed feeling for him. I've been wanting to just forget about her but I cant for some reason. I've already gotten ahead of myself and dreamed a whole future with her. Currently im fighting to get better, gym, eating right, better mindset etc But sometimes I feel like I have such dark and dirty past that she deserves to be with a cleaner man then me. Better past. Better future. I don't know what's going to happen. h thì mình cũng chẳng biết nên sống ra sao nếu thiếu cổ nữa